Hi Everyone ! :)

Today i met a former friend of mine. I stopped talk to her about a year ago. Than i started to miss her so i messegaed her. We started to talk again and we met today. I was strange a bit. She said that she is doing fine without friends and she only needs her family and her boyfriend. I was like okay... i'm doing fine without her too. However we talked about things...but didn't said that we will meet again. Which is fine. I realised that i don't need her anymore by meeting her today. I mean maybe we will talk sometimes...but i don't think that we will be friends again.

That last week was pretty hard for me. I was almost always tired no matter how muh did i slept. I felt really unmotivated and i wanted to go back where i was. I mean when i was sick. I could scream and shout that " just leave me alone and give me back that skinny person who i was ! " But later i watched a riport in TV. And it made me realise that i want to live, really live. I can't go back and i need to look forward. I'm a strong and independent woman, who don't need ED in her life !

Now i feel better and i'm looking forward to the new week ! :)

Have a great day and week everybody!