Why i don't eat in front of everybody ?

Hi Everyone !

You guys might know that here in Hungary we celebrate namedays as well. The difference between the celebration of birthdays and namedays is that we don't eat cakes on namedays. I doesn't mean that you can't have cake if you want of course :) So yesterday we celebrated my step sister's nameday. We gave her our presents and then we sat to the table. As you may know i don't eat in front of everybody. And it has a good reason. It's because i don't want to. When i was younger i always kept getting the comments on how i ate. That i ate too much ( even if i didn't ), that i could have drink water instead of eating so much breakfast. Those comments always came from my dad, her mother in low and my relatives from my mum's side. Now that i have recovered i decide what is the best for me. And i won't sit down with those people who constantly called me fat and commented on my eating habbits. My mum never said i was fat or i could have eat less. I still find it hard to eat in front of people. But it's getting easier. And i won't force myself to eat people who i don't feel comfortable with.

Have a nice day everyone ! :)