Hi Everyone ! :)
So the last few days were kinda complicated. I ate what i wanted and now i don't feel well.
I'm allergic to pollen so the last 3 or 4 weeks were horrible. I barely can go out because i start to sneeze and use tons of tissues. However i sneeze inside my house anyway xD. But to be honest the last 4 or 5 days were better because it rained. But today...better not to mention.
Tomorrow is my birthday. God another year passed :) It's strange. You may wondering how i'm going to celebrate ? Well same as the last two years. Without family dinner and without cake. I don't wan't it. Or i don't want it so much. Sometimes i want it and other times i don't.
Today i wondered how much i want to be my life back to "normal". Where i can eat normally. I can eat chocolate when i want and don't feel bad afterwards. I mean i don't feel bad after i eat most of the time. But i can't sit down. I have to move. And i don't know. Sometimes i have very bad thougts and other times i'm all right.
Here in my country there is a very popular sandwich maybe ? It's bread with fat topping and onion. It can be pig fat, duck fat or whatever people like. I hate it. But tomorrow is " kids day" for the local students. My mom is a volunteer in that event. She will help making those...sandwiches. And she asked me if i want to go. And i don't know. I mean i can't touch the fat with my bare hands. And i don't have to, but maybe i'll have to touch the prepared bread and ugghh... i accidently touc the fat on it....But in the other hand it seems to be fun, being with other people and feed the students. You know socialise...
Have a nice day guys! :)
So the last few days were kinda complicated. I ate what i wanted and now i don't feel well.
I'm allergic to pollen so the last 3 or 4 weeks were horrible. I barely can go out because i start to sneeze and use tons of tissues. However i sneeze inside my house anyway xD. But to be honest the last 4 or 5 days were better because it rained. But today...better not to mention.
Tomorrow is my birthday. God another year passed :) It's strange. You may wondering how i'm going to celebrate ? Well same as the last two years. Without family dinner and without cake. I don't wan't it. Or i don't want it so much. Sometimes i want it and other times i don't.
Today i wondered how much i want to be my life back to "normal". Where i can eat normally. I can eat chocolate when i want and don't feel bad afterwards. I mean i don't feel bad after i eat most of the time. But i can't sit down. I have to move. And i don't know. Sometimes i have very bad thougts and other times i'm all right.
Here in my country there is a very popular sandwich maybe ? It's bread with fat topping and onion. It can be pig fat, duck fat or whatever people like. I hate it. But tomorrow is " kids day" for the local students. My mom is a volunteer in that event. She will help making those...sandwiches. And she asked me if i want to go. And i don't know. I mean i can't touch the fat with my bare hands. And i don't have to, but maybe i'll have to touch the prepared bread and ugghh... i accidently touc the fat on it....But in the other hand it seems to be fun, being with other people and feed the students. You know socialise...
Have a nice day guys! :)
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