Hi Everyone ! :)

My mood was down low in the past few days. And i'm still not feeling well at all. I'm mentally tired. It's hard to focus on things. Anything... I'm sad most of the times and unmotivated.

My mother and i visited my great grandmother two days ago. Because she is not feeling well. ( She is 92 years old ). And she started to say things about me again... About my body shape and how i look. I was like *ohh no it's starting again* However i try not to take it personal... i'm so done with it....that most of my family members are not supportive at all. That they turned their back to us ( to my mum and me ) because i have ED. Like i'm no longer a normal person with this disease.

I have two little cute cousins. They are the most adorable children who i ever seen ! I used to look after one of them. Before i became sick. Now their mother doesn't allow me to see them. *sighs* I don't mind that i don't see their mother and/or their father. I just miss those young "baby" boys. :)