Hi Everyone ! :)

I've decided that i'm going to write everyday the next: " Today i'm thankful for..." I started to appreciate little things in life. A few days ago my mom's friend asked me that did i lost weight ? She almost cried and said that she loves my smile and my passion for life. One of my friends started to look at me with " that" look. That she sees that something is not right but she is afraid to tell me.

I've had a conversation with my dad. He knows that my biggest dream is to be a Mom someday. He said that the problem is in my head ( because of anorexia ) and how can i even wonder to have a child or children ? Because they need a NORMAL mom not a person like you. I was like what ????!! Than i've decided that i won't mind if he tries to hurt me again. Maybe he didn't want to, maybe he did. I don't care. He is not right ! I'm not stupid!!! I'm NORMAL! In my own way ;)))))

So!

Today I'm thankful for THAT:
 
 - I'm alive
 - the blue sky
 - the sunsine
 - i have friends
 - i have my family

Have a nice day guys!!! xxx