Spring which feels like summer, memories from the last summer and a little social anxiety

Hi Everyone ! :)

The spring is finally here ! What spring...we can call it summer !! XD. But I've stopped going in public. I try to avoid people....Sometimes i don't want people to see me. I just want to hide in a corner and do nothing. But there are days when i can't stay in my room. I feel fabulous :) and i have a reeeeally good body image day !!

Mentioning the summer, i loooove the heat and the sunshine ! There is a playground in front of our house and i can hear children playing there. They are so cute ! :)

I miss the place where we were on holiday. It's called Siófok. I highly recommend it !! If you are planning to visit Hungary and/or spend your holiday here than...Siófok is for you !! Lake Balaton is wonderfull!! You can swim there, sunbathing. You can eat good food there trust me ;). And in the evening you can go to a city and discover Siófok ! :) The parties never stops!! People everywhere.... the music is soo loud and you can as much fun as you want !! My family i used to go there in almost every summer !! I enjoyed it sooo much ! However i can't swim....but Siófok is a big part of my chlidhood and my present as well. So I watched  the "old" pictures from last summer and it makes me sad. I looked sad and so sick. I remember i was sooo exciting because of the trip. But i couldn't get much sleep before our holiday....i've slept about 1 hour. However the weather was very veeery hot and the temperature of the water ( Balaton ) was good i was cold. I tried to be....to act that i'm happy. I had to eat a sandwich with my dad....ohh that torture.... i remember that i thought i will gain a thousand tons.... Thank God it is the PAST !! This summer will be DIFFERENT!! MUCH BETTER !! I will enjoy our time in Siófok !!! I'm going to eat without feeling guilty!! I'm going to walk in the water and in the city not to burn calories but because i enjoy it !! I'm going to smile from the deep of my heart and i'm going to laugh so loud as i can as well !!! :) I'm planning to have an ice cream!!! hmmmm :) yummy!!!! :)

This summer is about trying new things!!! Such aaas this:

I never thought that i'll have it XD. It's a yoghurt with strawberry flavour. I'm not a fan of Hello Kitty at all! But when i saw this at the stop i felt like: " Ohh my...i MUST have it!" It was delicious !!! :)


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