" Look at her....she is fine!"

Hi Everyone ! :)

How is your day? Or how was it ?

Mine just started. I have my ups and downs of course.... I visited my great - grandmother and grandmother at their place. So... we had fun. Than my other relatives has arrived. The woman asked me how i am ? I wanted to answer but her husband started to smile and said.: " Just look at her.... she is fine! " I smiled and nod my head. And that what makes me craaaaaazy !!! No....i'm not fine just because i " look fine". Damn....

I had some fight with a boy who i like, so i was sad. I think that i'm fat...so i felt disgusting....everything but not " fine".

I remember when my illness started with my mother and my brother went to a family therapy. That was...ugggghh.... There were two other families. I smiled a lot and try to be positive, so a man said that: ' all you need a guy and everything will be fine!" And i was like whaaaat ???!!! Like.... a boyfriend could fix all my problems... and here is my "favourite" quote: " BUT YOU ARE SMILING!" ... * sighs*

I feel better now! Thank God !  I think i will go to a bank. And buy new jewelries :) I'm soooo excited. :)

Have a great day lovelies!!! xxx