Hi Everyone !
I have never shared my story with you guys ! But i'm planning on. So here is something that i want to share with you.: When i was sexually molested when i was 10 years old by one of my dads "friend". He lets call him: " A", so A. came into my room, switched the light off and lied in the bed next to me. He put his hand on my belly and whispered in my ears the next words: " Does it feel good ?" I was shocked. I didn't know what to do or say. Thank God my father came into my room switched the light on. So A. jump out of my bed and said.: " We just playing". I know it is not a " big thing". I was 10 years old. A. was about 40. He was around me since i was a little girl.: I loved to dance, he followed me there to a dressing room... He followed us to one of our holiday. He appeared one day at the town and i HAD to dance with him in the sand. He hugged me everytime he had a chance to it. He called me " princess". I can't stand this nickname anymore. I remember his smell, his face.Thank God when my parents had divorced A. disappeared too. I thought i won't meet him anymore as i haven't saw him in so many years thank God ! But i met him last week. I was walking in the street listening to music and the i saw him. I didn't realise that he is he at the first time. But when i did i wasn't looking at him noticable. I held my head up high and kept walking. I saw that he is old know and ugly!!! His hair turned into grey and the darkness which is in his soul revealed on his face.
So this is it. I know he can't hurt me ANYMORE !!!! And i'm glad that he haven't saw me while i was little and broken. He saw a strong independent girl who i REALLY AM ! I hope i will never see him again !! :)
Thank you guys that you are there for me !! I'm here for YOU EVERYTIME too !!!! :)
Take Care!!! Kepp fighting !! Stay Strong !!!! :) xxx
I have never shared my story with you guys ! But i'm planning on. So here is something that i want to share with you.: When i was sexually molested when i was 10 years old by one of my dads "friend". He lets call him: " A", so A. came into my room, switched the light off and lied in the bed next to me. He put his hand on my belly and whispered in my ears the next words: " Does it feel good ?" I was shocked. I didn't know what to do or say. Thank God my father came into my room switched the light on. So A. jump out of my bed and said.: " We just playing". I know it is not a " big thing". I was 10 years old. A. was about 40. He was around me since i was a little girl.: I loved to dance, he followed me there to a dressing room... He followed us to one of our holiday. He appeared one day at the town and i HAD to dance with him in the sand. He hugged me everytime he had a chance to it. He called me " princess". I can't stand this nickname anymore. I remember his smell, his face.Thank God when my parents had divorced A. disappeared too. I thought i won't meet him anymore as i haven't saw him in so many years thank God ! But i met him last week. I was walking in the street listening to music and the i saw him. I didn't realise that he is he at the first time. But when i did i wasn't looking at him noticable. I held my head up high and kept walking. I saw that he is old know and ugly!!! His hair turned into grey and the darkness which is in his soul revealed on his face.
So this is it. I know he can't hurt me ANYMORE !!!! And i'm glad that he haven't saw me while i was little and broken. He saw a strong independent girl who i REALLY AM ! I hope i will never see him again !! :)
Thank you guys that you are there for me !! I'm here for YOU EVERYTIME too !!!! :)
Take Care!!! Kepp fighting !! Stay Strong !!!! :) xxx
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