*Sighs*...

Hi Everyone !

I am sad a little bit for a few days now...I don't know why,or what it is. I mean I'm getting tired of anorexia. I'm tired of standing on the scale every second day! That miserable, cursed scale...I wish I could just throw it   through the...window maybe.

I should eat first one hour after I wake up and then 2 or 2,5 hours later... Well... I counted yesterday: Eating one apple takes me about one hour !!! However I should finish my main courses in 30-40minutes. I tried it...but I just can't... Maybe I have to try harder. If anyone have any advice how to finish my meals " in time" please let me know ! :) So... it's midday and I haven't eat anything for more than 12 hours.

Today I woke up for a storm. I like stroms! Watch the lighting and then hear the thunder. Hmmm... Later I slept back but it was a good few minutes. :) Now the weather is nice, the sky is blue and the sun is shining. You know how much I love it! <3

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