Hi Everyone ! :)
I have arrived in Brussels yesterday. The house is nice so as the family. My first flight was great, i really enjoyed it ! I have my own room, which is great!! What is not so great is that i miss my family so much. I not sure that if it was a bad idea to come here. I could work at home ( in Hungary as well ) i could find a job.I don't miss Hungary. I miss my family. I could cry everyday as i did yesterday and today. If my family would be here with me that will be fine. But they can't. I'm sad and lonely. I don't know what to do. And to tell something about ED. The family doesn't know that i had one. TRIGGERING: But it's 20:47pm and all i ate was two little buns. And yes i'm hungry but i can't just go upstairs and eat. I was at the supermarket and i started to count the calories again. Stared at apples and thought: " I should buy these and take to my room." But i didn't buy them. I don't want to start again.
I have arrived in Brussels yesterday. The house is nice so as the family. My first flight was great, i really enjoyed it ! I have my own room, which is great!! What is not so great is that i miss my family so much. I not sure that if it was a bad idea to come here. I could work at home ( in Hungary as well ) i could find a job.I don't miss Hungary. I miss my family. I could cry everyday as i did yesterday and today. If my family would be here with me that will be fine. But they can't. I'm sad and lonely. I don't know what to do. And to tell something about ED. The family doesn't know that i had one. TRIGGERING: But it's 20:47pm and all i ate was two little buns. And yes i'm hungry but i can't just go upstairs and eat. I was at the supermarket and i started to count the calories again. Stared at apples and thought: " I should buy these and take to my room." But i didn't buy them. I don't want to start again.
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