Mental breakdown....

Hi Everyone !

I had a mental breakdown... or still have. The rest of the story might be TRIGGERING:

I started to starve myself again....2 or 3 weeks ago. I tried to chase down my demons.... i kept fighting. I tried to paint that big old fake smile. Now that it is too much....way too much.

I hate feeling hungry!!! I hate the starvation.... i hate that everyone leaves me....everyone who i love...

I'm wondering why i'm not enough....even for myself....