Hi Everyone ! :)
My diarrhea has gone Thank God !!! :) I'm having a cold right now....but it gets better ! The sore throat is passed ! Haha :).
There will be a party on saturday for the local animals. Especially for dogs. Somebody from my family members invited me for there. I don't know... i've never really liked parties. But i like animals ! So who knows ? :)
I found out that i have a lot more energy !! :) I eat normally....well i try at least ! :) And i'm excersise ! :) I have so much energy for it too ! I'm mean i'm working out because it makes me feel better, because i enjoy it ! And not because " i have to do" it ! And that is great !!! :) RECOVERY is AMAZING !!!! :)
Maybe.... i don't eat enough because i eat 4 times a day. I still can't sleep. And since i started to excersise everyday i feel more hungry....i mean i found out that i could eat more than i used to eat before. Sometimes i let myself to eat the amount of food that my body/that i want. But most of the time i don't let myself to eat " a lot". However i know that it is not " a lot of" food. My mom always says that i eat too little amount of food. But i feel so so much better now ! That i'm eat and i'm excersise. I feel that it could love myself soon ! :)
Here is some pictures from today. As i couldn't sleep until about 2:30am. i took some pictures. :) :
What do you think guys ? Have a great day lovelies!!! :) xxx
My diarrhea has gone Thank God !!! :) I'm having a cold right now....but it gets better ! The sore throat is passed ! Haha :).
There will be a party on saturday for the local animals. Especially for dogs. Somebody from my family members invited me for there. I don't know... i've never really liked parties. But i like animals ! So who knows ? :)
I found out that i have a lot more energy !! :) I eat normally....well i try at least ! :) And i'm excersise ! :) I have so much energy for it too ! I'm mean i'm working out because it makes me feel better, because i enjoy it ! And not because " i have to do" it ! And that is great !!! :) RECOVERY is AMAZING !!!! :)
Maybe.... i don't eat enough because i eat 4 times a day. I still can't sleep. And since i started to excersise everyday i feel more hungry....i mean i found out that i could eat more than i used to eat before. Sometimes i let myself to eat the amount of food that my body/that i want. But most of the time i don't let myself to eat " a lot". However i know that it is not " a lot of" food. My mom always says that i eat too little amount of food. But i feel so so much better now ! That i'm eat and i'm excersise. I feel that it could love myself soon ! :)
Here is some pictures from today. As i couldn't sleep until about 2:30am. i took some pictures. :) :
I'm not a huge " tea - fan" but as i'm having a cold i drink a lot of it :)
One of our clock stopped working. " Frozen time" the name of this picture. :)
What do you think guys ? Have a great day lovelies!!! :) xxx
Hi, just came across this blog - very inspiring and nice to hear another's story. I am also suffering from an eating disorder and I love to here the recovery efforts of others - it makes me feel like I'm not alone. :) Also, since I know this is from February, I don't know how relevant this will be (are you still experiencing lots of hunger?). If you are, it sounds like Extreme Hunger and it can be very scary but is also very common in recovering ED people. Trust me, the best thing to do is roll with it and eat! You can read more about it at http://www.youreatopia.com/blog/2012/5/22/extreme-hunger-what-is-it.html#comment20015833. Good luck! xx
VálaszTörlésDear Lissa !
VálaszTörlésThank you for the comment! It almost made me cry! :) Of course you NOT alone!!
I don't experience lots of hunger anymore. I've experience extreme hunger and yes, it was scary but i was okay with it :).
How are YOU doing ? :)
I love youreatopia.com ! It helped me a lot! I still have my ups and downs but i feel that i'm so close to be healthy!! :)
Good luck for you too ! xxx