We all... :)

Hi Everyone ! :)

I'm not disappiered just got to much to do ! :) And i was lazy for blogging i guess !! XD So sorry :) But now i'm here ! :)

I'm doin very fine ! :) Keep fighting, eating and focus on my body/myself as much as i can ! :) I'm gaining weight as well. Hmm... it's not bothering right now. I mean this is what i want ! This is what i fighting for !! And gaining weight is just a part of the recovery ! It's an important part but not the most important !! BELIEVE ME: those numbers on the scale are just numbers !!! REALLY,JUST NUMBERS!!!! Nothing to do with your REAL PERSONALITY !!!!!! There is nothing to do with what makes you you ! :) Your smile, your sparkling and beautiful soul !! I keep my eyes on the target !! HAVE FAITH !!! GOT HOPE !!!!!! Yes...there are days when i feel it would be easy to not eat, to give up. But I WON'T GIVE UP !!! NEVER EVER !!! Because when i have "those times" i sit down, take a deep breath and take a look around me.: Seeing that i have my family around me, i have my friends around me. I have a lot of persons and things to fight for !!! :) WE, who have/had anorexia ALL FIGHTERS !!!! WE ARE STRONG !!! The power which is making us fighting and going is FAITH and THE POWER OF LIFE !!! WE ON THE WAY OF RECOVERY HAVE CHOSEN THE LIFE !!!! ALL OF US !!!! WE ARE ALL LIFESTRONG PERSONS!!!!! :) WE ALL WORTH IT !!!! :)

If you have any questions or need advice(s) or "just" want to talk with someone please feel free to write e-mail to me, or leave comment(s) ! :)

xxx