2012.11.25.

Hi Everyone !!!! :)


Ohh guys !! The breakthrough !!! It happened yesterday !!! Finally !!! Thank God !!!! :) And thank to my lovely family !!!

The date what you can see on the top is one of the most important dates of my life !!!!! The day of win ! The of the breakthrough !!!!

Yesterday i thought i will die. Seriouly! I woke up in the morning and i felt awful. I stood up to the scale and realised that i've lost 0,5kilo in 2 days without doing any " hard work" or exercising. I said OK. That's not the way i planned that things will going on. I felt so strange all day long and just wanted to sleep and had almost absolutely no energy. And in the evening everything turn into something really good/extremly strange situation. I drink 200ml of a cocoa drink and have a teabiscuit. I've planned that i will stay in bed, just lying in it. But suddenly i started to shaking and sweating. I think my bloodsugar was very very low. I called my mum and ask for another cup of cocoa drink and a waffel with " nutella". I ate it, but i didn't felt better. I called my mum again and i think ( i can't clearly remember ) i went to the kitchen. Drink another cocoa drink, started eating nestle fitness muesli with " a al nature" and with milk and finally with " nutella". Then just nutella. And drink water with it. After i felt sooo much better ! All the walls just came down !!!!!! The breakthrough happened!!!! I had what i wanted, what my body whished for ! And i felt great !!! I had what i wanted without careing who see it, how much time it take, and without counting calories !!!! I LIVE AGAIN!!!!! Guys,  I DID IT !!!!!!! I WIN !!! And NEVER EVER GO BACK !!! And NEVER EVER going to LISTEN TO THAT VOICE !!!!! NEVER AGAIN !!!!! I KNOW I WON'T BE FAT AGAIN !!! And I KNOW that I'M NOT FAT !!!!!!. My body is happy now !!! So yesterday day i cried together with my mom. :) We were so happy !!!! I called my fater and tell the amazing news to him. He was so happy !!! As he is now !!! As all my family is happy now !!! I WILL KEEP UP !!! I KEEP UP THE HARD WORK !!!!

So that is what i had for "dinner" tonight:

Cocoa drink with sugar ( !!!! ) Nestle muesli, bun made from wholemeal flour and " nutella" in it. Yummyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!

Guys !!!! I know it's hard but listen to your body!!! Give it what it want !!! I know it can perfectly scary!!! But YOU HAVE TO PUSH YOURSELF TO THE LIMIT !!!!!! IT'S ALL WORTH IT !!!!! YOU ARE WORTH IT !!!! I WORTH IT !!!!! I'm here for you!!! :)

Any opinion ? :) Please feel free to share your experiences or questions with me !!!! :) Via comments or e-mails as well ! :) I would be very pleased !!! :) 

Love you guys !!!!!! Keep strong !!!! I know you can !!! As I can !!!! We can do it together !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


xxx

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