Hi Everyone !
I just let you know that I'm feeling better. Couldn't get much sleep, but it's worth it.
I decided that I WANT TO LIVE ! Without fears, dark thoughs, and such things like that. I WANT TO LIVE a normal life, I WANT TO LIVE the life ! My life ! :) Because think about it... I have always been a type of person who love LIFE. Who enjoy life. Laugh with full mouth :) Why should I give up all this ? For being skinny ? Actually being a skeleton ? For fear of food ? For i don't really have LIFE energy ? Or for what ? Nooooo... I AM MORE THAN THIS ! I AM WORTH IT ! I going to change those bads things for all better: Laugh, happiness, walkings, meeting with family members and friends so i'm going to change ed. for LIFE ! That takes time...a lot. That takes patience a lot. But it's ALL WORTH IT ! :)
I just let you know that I'm feeling better. Couldn't get much sleep, but it's worth it.
I decided that I WANT TO LIVE ! Without fears, dark thoughs, and such things like that. I WANT TO LIVE a normal life, I WANT TO LIVE the life ! My life ! :) Because think about it... I have always been a type of person who love LIFE. Who enjoy life. Laugh with full mouth :) Why should I give up all this ? For being skinny ? Actually being a skeleton ? For fear of food ? For i don't really have LIFE energy ? Or for what ? Nooooo... I AM MORE THAN THIS ! I AM WORTH IT ! I going to change those bads things for all better: Laugh, happiness, walkings, meeting with family members and friends so i'm going to change ed. for LIFE ! That takes time...a lot. That takes patience a lot. But it's ALL WORTH IT ! :)
Sorry I haven't commented in a while, I've been very busy!
VálaszTörlésI am SO HAPPY to read this post now and I really hope you do mean every single word you wrote.
Life is always a challenge, but it is very rewarding too. In fact, life can be wonderful indeed.
Think of all the things you enjoy and love the most, just try and make a list of them...You'll find is nearly NEVERENDING: there are just too many wonderful things, which are worth the struggle.
Plus, most of the time, it is entirely up to us.
It's us that, with the wrong attitude, tend to make our lives miserable with our dark thoughts. We should always be positive instead, because being negative is just not an option at all.
It is POSITIVE, or...nothing!
Please, keep repeating this yourself and never forget, especially you'll be experiencing a tough moment. Be strong, make yourself your favourite drink, listen to your favourite song and BELIEVE: it's only a moment, it will pass soon.
Keep strong, you are!!
Lots of love xxx
Thanks for the comment!! :) No problem! :) Yes you are right ! Sometimes...i feel no...i can eat this or that because of...but yes i CAN EAT WHAT I WANT ! :) I won't let myself more ridiculous excuses like " that bun is too big, that pudding contains what i don't like" Or this is my favourite: " It's just six or seven o'clock past...it's too early to eat" :) I mean who is ED to tell me what i can do ?! I live my life and not ED. How are you doin' ? xxx
VálaszTörlésI am doing well, thank you :)
VálaszTörlésYeah girl, that's the spirit!! :)
Now, make it become your normal attitude towards life.
Tell the "evil" voice of the ED to SHUT UP and run towards life and happiness instead.
You are doing so great already, keep up the good work!