Hello everyone ! :)
Today I went shopping and for a walk with my father's wife. She speak about my anorexia all the way to the shop. I felt like..." Ohh yes,yes I know..." She asked me a lot of questions like: " How much is your weight? What did you eat today ? " Always repeated herself : " You have to decide that you want to recover." Thank God the weather was soo good, so I could enjoy the walk despite these things. I mean...I know that she is right when saying "nobody can eat instead of you !". But always hearing that "you have to do something to get better" and things like that...this could be very stressful. Anyway...
I mentiod earlier that I like sunny weather and today was a pretty one. The sun was shining the sky was blue. I was so happy. :) I like watching people when they walking down the street, talking on the phone or just listening to music. I am the type of that person who walks with music. I like walking. In fact ( because of my low weight ) my mum doesn't allow me to go out. So... I sneaked out. I know that she want the best for me. So as my father of course. :)
About the shopping. It always takes me at least one hour since I have ED. I'm stand in the shop and count the calories of things. I put one thing into my basket and later put it back. I took another thing from the self and than put it back... I really would like to do that I go to the shop put one thing ( or things ) into my basket without putting it back and come home. And another important thing: I would like to eat or drink it. Because it happens very often that i have to throw the drink or food away. So today I bought chocolate milk,some biscuits and apple juice.
I will post some picture later :)
Today I went shopping and for a walk with my father's wife. She speak about my anorexia all the way to the shop. I felt like..." Ohh yes,yes I know..." She asked me a lot of questions like: " How much is your weight? What did you eat today ? " Always repeated herself : " You have to decide that you want to recover." Thank God the weather was soo good, so I could enjoy the walk despite these things. I mean...I know that she is right when saying "nobody can eat instead of you !". But always hearing that "you have to do something to get better" and things like that...this could be very stressful. Anyway...
I mentiod earlier that I like sunny weather and today was a pretty one. The sun was shining the sky was blue. I was so happy. :) I like watching people when they walking down the street, talking on the phone or just listening to music. I am the type of that person who walks with music. I like walking. In fact ( because of my low weight ) my mum doesn't allow me to go out. So... I sneaked out. I know that she want the best for me. So as my father of course. :)
About the shopping. It always takes me at least one hour since I have ED. I'm stand in the shop and count the calories of things. I put one thing into my basket and later put it back. I took another thing from the self and than put it back... I really would like to do that I go to the shop put one thing ( or things ) into my basket without putting it back and come home. And another important thing: I would like to eat or drink it. Because it happens very often that i have to throw the drink or food away. So today I bought chocolate milk,some biscuits and apple juice.
I will post some picture later :)
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